Happy September
Posted on September 1st, 2008 @ 6:23 pm

Is it just me or is August the crappiest month of the year? No matter, Happy September everyone.



Babies Everywhere
Posted on August 31st, 2008 @ 4:29 am

It’s currently four in the morning as I write this. :/ Okay it’s really 3:54a.m. close enough right? I can’t sleep. I’ve been laying awake next to a softly snoring Jeremy for the past half hour. All I can think about are babies. How my body seems to be a lemon and that I wish I had something to swoon over. Everywhere I look it’s babies. If it’s not diapers and bottles being mailed to me from Huggies or Playtex, it’s ex-boss’s having cute little newborn photos on her myspace, online friends sprouting up with “Hey, I’m pregnant!”. It makes one’s baby urges kick in full gear and wish they could share in that joy too. I suppose it’s a good thing I no longer work at a daycare. :pinkdrop:

I’ll admit, we’ve been trying to get pregnant with no luck so far. Just waiting for my medicine to do it’s job and kill the over zealous hormone levels going on in the battle of the ovaries. While I want to get pregnant, I suppose I have a lot to be thankful for at least. I still have time to try and figure out if I want to go to college. I have lot’s of special time with Jeremy. I have a quiet house and loads of free time. I also have tons of time to prepare and learn more about children, nursing, pregnancy, and what not, while I’m still unpreggercated. I swear that word is real! I’m not in any rush, don’t get me wrong, it’s just hard when Huggies is sending you newborn diapers in the mail to go “What the hell.” instead of think, “God I’m a lemon, is the world trying to tell me something?!”

Damn Huggies. :|


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Where Is Everyone?
Posted on August 26th, 2008 @ 10:16 pm

The internet has been very dead today. Activity is low and no one is on msn that wants to talk to me. Do I smell? I swear I took a shower today. I even washed my pits, scouts honor! With no one to talk to I’ll most likely spend my night answering text messages on Chacha.com like I did last night. I was up till seven in the morning answering silly questions like, “How are you?”, “How do I masterbate?”, “Can I have sex with my teacher?”, “Do girls like it when a guy busts a nut on their face.” Yes, really ‘bust a nut’. Who seriously talks like that?

Aside from dealing with morons to pass the time, Jeremy should hopefully be home tomorrow afternoon. He doesn’t know it, but he made me tear up on the phone. “I could tell you loved me by the way you packed my suitcase.” :happytear: I was just worried that I forgot something. Usually when I pack I forget things like underwear, pants, toothbrush. I usually remember the toothpaste. When I went to Texas to see Jeremy for the first time I was determined not to forget anything. I made up a huge list and went through my bag four times, and yet I managed to forget something. Socks. I forgot to add socks to the list. Go me.


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No Pizza For You
Posted on August 25th, 2008 @ 10:35 pm

Jeremy just called me to confirm that he isn’t going to be home tonight. His words were ‘a few days’. This makes me very sad catz. :( The last time I ever had to spend a night alone without the warm Texan boy in the bed was when he was at academy for three months. He swore he wouldn’t ever have to spend another night away from home. Jerk. All in all I know it’s not his fault or choice in the matter, and that he had to do it for his job. So the only thing I can only hope that everything goes over safe and smooth. I can also cross my fingers and toes that he’ll be home a.s.a.p. Maybe even wiggle my nose.

He’ll argue that I only want him to be home now because their is pizza sitting in the fridge that I ordered for dinner tonight. I might just cheat and sneak a slice or two and say it came that way. I thought about putting some in a ziplock bag and shoving it into the bag of clothes I packed together for Jeremy. One of his coworkers is supposed to be around sometime tonight to pick it up for him, as she is following him in a company vehicle to help assist I presume. The idea was quickly thrown out of my mind when I realized that she might find it a little odd that the bag would smell like pizza, she might even eat it! So no pizza for Jeremy.

As I stated in my last entry, I’ve been hard at work trying to get this theme to be beautiful. I’m far from over. I’m questioning the link colors. Flickrrss is on it’s period and fighting with me, so I had to uninstall it for now. I’m working on getting some more content pages up. I’m a vanity whore like that. I don’t see how other kick ass bloggers do it. It’s taken me a week to get this far. I’m lucky to have awesome friends help me out in between their own busy lives. Hopefully later this week when I feel like it, I’ll have more content up and all the kinks worked out. Wish me luck!


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Grand Opening
Posted on August 25th, 2008 @ 9:47 pm

The past week has been a very busy week for me. Why you ask? Have you looked up at the URL bar? I have my very own domain! After much thought and debate with Jeremy, who finally caved in. I now own my very own domain. I’m really excited about everything I can do with it. So yes, it’s not finished, but it’s getting there. So please direct your new links to my very own http://dez.nu.



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